Today, me and my boyfriend are exactly 8 months together. Not very special for anybody I guess, not even for him (He has had a relationship that lasted for 4 years).

But it is super for me.

My longest relationship ever..... was for one and a half year. And I am dare to say that this one is the best one.
I know... I know.. you are thinking : "she is so naive..of course we say that on every relationship. (especially when your boyfriend is reading your blog!)"
But I'm telling you.., there is one step forward that I am accomplishing in this relationship .. I am balance.

I do the things I like, he does the things he likes, and then we do the things we like. I listen to my favourite musics, he listens to his, I talk about things in my interest... he talks about his .... I am being myself, even when he is around. It feels great.

One thing I cant tell him.. the fear of his ex is still here. No, he is not meeting her, or even contacting her anymore. So what is left ? a paranoid Laurentia.
He will get really sick for convincing me that the imaginations in my head about him and his ex will not happen. AAaarrrggghhh...

I'll skip this subject.

My dayss.... let see..
I have not been doing anything exciting lately. I am being in a lack of energy state. Being at work 5 days a week and 8 hours a day, makes me want to stay on the couch for the rest of the time.
It is not healthy I know..
I have not found the willing to: get up and go..find your friends.. (i hope they still remember me) and go out...

Anyway, I think days are not being wasted, as long as I learn something different everyday.

Today's lesson: Pain is your friend. It tells you when you are at your limits, it keeps you awake.

I will go now. I will try to write a more informative post next time...
Maybe about Bush and Kerry's debate. Hehe..yeah right..

Bye....







PS. Happy Birthday Silvi..