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Faith has a hell of sense of humour...

Good morning...
It's 9.36 am in Amsterdam..sun has not shown yet, but here I am in my office. I just really want to write (and remember) what happenned this morning.

I was getting ready an hour before this, when I remembered: I need to have a bigger bag to carry some books for my Japanese class. So, I moved all my stuff (almost all, apparently) from my tiny bag to a bigger one. Just nearby the metro, I saw some people stamping their tickets. It crossed my mind, "I do not need a ticket. I have a monthly ticket from my office."

no..no..no Laurentia, your ticket is still in your tiny bag...
so, depending on my luck, I stepped into the metro....

and there they were..all of a sudden. Around ten men from GVB. Yep.. how many months I have my ticket with me, and they NEVER check!!

Well..it is my second time to pay 29 euros to them. I started wondering if they are recruited to keep an eye on me.

The story with the first time was more less the same, my sloppiness..
At least this time, instead of being angry to myself, I have to say, it made my day. It is not merely terrible luck. (Since my friends always got away from it). It makes me smile that someone 'up there' keeps reminding me - with all his sense of humour -- not to cheat, not to be sloppy, not even once.

When I ignore it, it will cost me, -- literally.



Still in denial,
Laurentia


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PMS sucks !

Today, I learned about what I want and what I need.

What I want, does not always make me happy.
What I need, does always.

I do not always want what I need.
But I always feel that I need what I want.

Please remember this,
because the thing you want could make you loose the thing you actually need.


Peace,
the indecisive Ms.Dhanio










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Just passing through...

Today, me and my boyfriend are exactly 8 months together. Not very special for anybody I guess, not even for him (He has had a relationship that lasted for 4 years).

But it is super for me.

My longest relationship ever..... was for one and a half year. And I am dare to say that this one is the best one.
I know... I know.. you are thinking : "she is so naive..of course we say that on every relationship. (especially when your boyfriend is reading your blog!)"
But I'm telling you.., there is one step forward that I am accomplishing in this relationship .. I am balance.

I do the things I like, he does the things he likes, and then we do the things we like. I listen to my favourite musics, he listens to his, I talk about things in my interest... he talks about his .... I am being myself, even when he is around. It feels great.

One thing I cant tell him.. the fear of his ex is still here. No, he is not meeting her, or even contacting her anymore. So what is left ? a paranoid Laurentia.
He will get really sick for convincing me that the imaginations in my head about him and his ex will not happen. AAaarrrggghhh...

I'll skip this subject.

My dayss.... let see..
I have not been doing anything exciting lately. I am being in a lack of energy state. Being at work 5 days a week and 8 hours a day, makes me want to stay on the couch for the rest of the time.
It is not healthy I know..
I have not found the willing to: get up and go..find your friends.. (i hope they still remember me) and go out...

Anyway, I think days are not being wasted, as long as I learn something different everyday.

Today's lesson: Pain is your friend. It tells you when you are at your limits, it keeps you awake.

I will go now. I will try to write a more informative post next time...
Maybe about Bush and Kerry's debate. Hehe..yeah right..

Bye....







PS. Happy Birthday Silvi..


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