it would be the second you touched my face and said "go, i know we will be fine"

here i am in krems again.
the feelings are mixed and overwhelming.
sad to leave you, happy to meet new friends, panic about the dissertation, grateful with my true friends' supports (thanks Mel and Sunny...), scared about the tests, sometimes angry with my decision to leave you, touched by my Mum's advices and comforts, and exciting about our plans to Italy.
At nights I will break down of panick and loneliness, at days I can smile and greet the sun.

but as they say, never depend your mood on the weather.

And as mixed those feelings are, one thing stay the same. the safe feeling from you.
I would be lying if I say I have many experiences and I've felt this kind of love.
I never knew this kind of feeling.
The feeling of security that the love is there, no need for reassurance, no space for doubts.
the love is there, even when we do not talk, see or touch.

I guess what we have built together, has now shown some fruits. This calming feeling is here because of what you have given me for those 2 years. I hope you take good care of yourself there. I'll be seeing you :)