There are two main reasons why I have not written anything for so long:

1. The same old story, busy. This semester is unbelievable...so many things to do and to be worried about.

2. A wise man once said, "When you find yourself trapped in a hole, the first thing to do is to stop digging"
That is what I did not do. I found myself in a hole, and I kept digging. I can not tell in what kind of hole I was. Really, I don't have the courage to tell you. But now I can say that I'm back on my feet again, happy as before, all I needed was a hand to pull me back. And really, I got more than enough helping hands and shoulders to cry on back then..
and you know who you are, so if you are reading this, thanks for being there,

yep, you find your true friends in the strangest times of your life...

Now back about the busy days, what I hate the most is not having the time to be quiet, talk to myself, and write. Social life is also falling apart, so this weekend I studied while chatting with my long lost friends. We think back about the past times and laugh a lot. The laughing is great, but the secret smile, is even better. We realized how much we have changed, and still some things stay the same; the wildness inside us, the stupidities, the friendship.

I worried too much that I am missing life, while I keep on planning and doing assignments, and I did not like who I have become. A robot.
But then, even as a robot, my old self is still in there.

so, no worries, everything changes, yet nothing changes.