Orchids

RoLLeRcoAsTeR

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

*Color of the day: Blue *

I'm dead tired and sleepy in my office now. Last night was not my best rest, had a fight with my boyfriend. ...My precious but hurted boyfriend.

Speaking of which, Fedi never really liked rollercoasters. I used to love it, but I guess lately I have more fears to those overspeed machines. men-made. *_*

Back to the topic. On happy days, he would cook for me and I would entertain him (hi-hi). Or we would laugh so hard and dance crazily. Or we could just sit quietly reading. Fedi with his online newspapers and coffee. Me with my novel and earlgrey tea.

Lately, it's turning to a Rollercoaster.. up down, thrown here and there. that's how I feel.
Many unexpected things, got into fight, tears, and then we will hug and love each other again. Seriously, in this week, that has happenned 3 times!

We also have money problems. But I'm so glad we've never fought about it.

Also, the more people you get involved with, the more colorful your life is.
..my girls.. the other one has problems in her relationship, and the other one is having a major crush. In any case, I think along with them.

My new colleague, Misumi, loves her 18 months son so much, telling me things about her expectations and feelings for the baby. about being a mother.
On friday afternoon, after work, we would ask each other about our plans for weekend.
I usually say:"No plans yet. I'll see"
and Misumi said : "I know for sure what I'm gonna do tonite."
"what is it ?"
"Cuddling my baby" she said.
^ _^ Nice life.. really.

The rollercoaster of my relationship may not be convenient. But as Fedi always says at the end of our tears; "at least we are not a boring couple" . true, cay.

Bring it on, baby..

RentZ at 2:15 PM